That's it, you've hit my top o.o

Okay, so my mind has been plagued with what I'm about to tell you for...what? Two, three weeks? It seems idiotic, and I should know better, but I can't help it; lately, situations have constantly reminded me of this, and I seriously wanna get this out of my mind!

So it was a harmless englisch lesson (if you could call THAT harmless, TOTURE describes it better when concidering my teacher!) and it just had finished. So I by chance, packing my stuff together, hear some of the conversation going on behind me with three male students of my class.
And I know one of them don't like cats.
But it's not that which has caused my problem. It's what he said, something that is so stupid !

"Cats are really stupid compared to humans" - Now I get he is talking about development and intelligence, but even there, I must contradict!

Humans are definitely not more intelligent. They are, in my opinion, digressing. Seriously. Or what do you call a race that is trying to erase itself? Pollution? War? Never can everybody be satisfied, always is it for one's own profit. They make wrong promises such as things getting better, they raise money for charity's, they search for solutions, for in the end: it's because they benefit. It's all about money, about wealthiness, about having power.
So we kill each other, we destroy every possible solution, we talk about hindering pollution when it brings forth attention of the others! When we can create products that help this side, but in the end it's for our own benefit!

Now how is that more intelligent than a cat? They haven't reverted the whole lifecycle. They hunt because they have to survive, they eat what they eat and don't moan about it, they don't eat something that will cause them damage in any way, they reproduce because they want to keep their race alive. They live the way they live because it suits nature, and that way, nobody's gonna be left out. And simply by changing our way of life, everyone's unsatisfied. So yeah, why complain?

Now I know that boy quite well - acts all intelligent and cool when he KNOWS he's not. He ISN'T super intelligent and a born prodigy, and he has to fucking finally accept that, because he is sooo annoying! (yes I know! I find everyone annoying, but some are extreme!) So yeah, it's something ABSOLUTELY stupid to say, in my opinion at least.

Strange how such things really get to my mind. But I'm being confronted all around with it lately, and the stupidity of people, because it's plainly cool to disobey the teacher and break the computer, because it'll annoy her, because it shows you're a rebell, is just so plainly...URGH, it's frustrating! I feel like living amongst the most uncultivated and barbaric creatures of history sometimes! And then I wonder, why aren't I like that? But I never understand their way of thinking...

So seriously, please, people, think before you speak ._. Think clearly, sometimes obvious things are actually completely the opposite, at least to my belief.



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I've definitely had enough -_-

So yeah, posting pictures will be delayed from time to time ^^ My sources of inspiration are type of dying. Or rather my drawingskills. Also, my bro's off to Mallorca for a week, and seeing as he has the scanner and is the only one who knows the damn password, it'll take time before a pic will be uploaded

Well, I've had enough of sickness if you wanna know. It's pissing me off to a great deal; I'm always either dying from stomach cramps and nausea, or migranes and nausea, or I've got fever and feel dizzy and vomit fifteen times a day O.o
And then, I have a week rest, and the whole procedure starts over again -_-"

Mock exams are knocking on the door, which will mean that I won't be on dA very often. Sue those teachers, they are seriously going looney with homework o_o I've been lacking behind my private life, seriously xD And when I DO have time, I'M FUCKING ILL!

Jesus, reminds me of my former friend who said she suffered most of all of us because of diabetis ._. well she can go through my hell if she wants, it's three times as worse, and I must be able to compare, my dad's got diabetis -_- .

Well people! To some (I hope at least) better news: anyone got requests? I'm prepared to draw for you guys, near to anything you want ^^ Just feel like doing requests.

So if anyone has any, just tell me ^^ Oh and an EARLY happy Halloween everyone! Will probably submit a pic, depending if it comes out well.

Tell me about you if you can be bothered ._.



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